O Beijo da Fénix

O Renascimento sob o Signo da Fénix, por Isa e Neuza

3/21/2007

"The night has been Unkind..."

Eternal is the sunshine of the spotless mind...






(Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Despertar da Mente)

Isabel

"Touched"



Spike: You listen to me. I've been alive a bit longer than you, and dead a lot longer than that. I've seen things you couldn't imagine, and done things I prefer you didn't. I don't exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my brain. So I make a lot of mistakes, a lot of wrong bloody calls. A hundred plus years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of: You. Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one, Buffy."

(Btvs - season 7 - Touched)

Isabel

3/19/2007

A Importância de ser "Honesto"... quer dizer... Ernesto ;)



Isabel

"She hides like a child..."




"She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child
But she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief
But she's always a woman to me

She takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
And she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind

And she'll promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me

She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
But she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me"


Isabel

3/16/2007

Maybe if I act like that... lol ;)




"Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls
Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there
Laughing loud so all the little people stare
Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne(Drop a name)
What happened to the dreams of a girl president?
She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent
They travel in packs of two or three
With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees
Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?
Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
(Break it down now)
Disease's growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and
I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more
I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see
Disasters all around
World despaired
Their only concern
Will they **** up my hair
Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Oh my god you guys, I totally had more than 300 calories
That was so not sexy, no
Good one, can I borrow that?[Vomits]
I WILL BE SKINNY
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, stupid girl!
Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl!!!"
(Pink)
Isabel

3/13/2007

Memorando sobre o tempo


1 - Nunca corras à frente do Tempo. Corres sempre o risco de chegar atrasado...


2 - Nunca corras atrás de alguém que não corre atrás de ti. "Quando duas palavras se matam uma à outra onde está o sentido?"


3 - Nenhum tempo é tempo perdido, sempre que aprendermos algo. Viver é aprender a crescer, o problema é que nunca nenhum de nós é suficientemente "alto" no dia que tem para morrer.
Isabel

3/12/2007

Aqui o vazio...

Deito-me. Deixo a cabeça tombar sobre o braço curvado e pergunto-me: como foi que chegámos até aqui? Sim, aqui... não sei.

Há um nada em mim que se debruça no vazio.
Vazio do braço que me afagaria a face, das mãos que entrelaçariam os meus cabelos; por entre os dedos fios de nuvem.
Fecho os olhos. Perco-me no tempo em que seriamos.
Os teus dedos deslizam pelo meu corpo. Vejo-te a afastares-te lentamente. Como nos sonhos, perco-te de mim. Perdemo-nos. Nunca nos tivémos.

Longo é o tempo.
Estendes-me as mãos, esforço-me por te alcançar...
Desaparecer sem princípio nem fim.

Esculpimos em segundos o lugar do sangue.
Despedimo-nos, sem nos termos olhado sequer.

Sendo dois, esperamos um só.
No espaço, ele - o tempo - sem princípio, sem fim, alimenta-se dos medos.
Medo de nós.
Estremeço.

Sem tempo, sem medo, adormeço. Sinto ainda o que desde sempre senti.

Isabel

3/11/2007

Mas por onde andará o "meu Mark Darcy"??? LOL ;)


"Mark Darcy: I like you, very much.
Bridget: Ah, apart from the smoking and the drinking, the vulgar mother and... ah, the verbal diarreah...
Mark Darcy: No, I like you very much. Just as you are."


(Bridget Jones Diary)


Isabel

Here's "the Real Thing" :)

The last man standing



"Come see a living, breathing spectacle
Only seen right here
It's your last chance in this lifetime
The line forms to the rear
You won't believe your eyes
Your eyes will not believe your ears
Get your money out, get ready
Step right up, yeah you, come here

You ain't seen nothing like him
The last one of the breed
You better hold on to your honey
Honeys, don't forget to breathe
Enter at your own risk, mister
It might change the way you think
There's no dancers, there's no diamonds
No this boy he don't lip-synch

Here's the last man standing
Step right up, he's the Real Thing
The last chance of a lifetime
Come and see, hear, feel ... the Real Thing

See those real live calloused fingers
Wrapped around those guitar strings
Kiss the lips where hurt has lingered
It breaks the heart to hear him sing
These songs were more than music
They were pictures from the soul
So keep your pseudo-punk, hip-hop, pop-rock junk
And your digital downloads

Take your seats now, folks
It's showtime - Hey, Patrick - hit the lights
There's something in the air
There's magic in the night
Now here's the band, they really play
I'll count the first one in
I don't know where it's gone
Well all know where it's been

The last man standing
Come see, hear, feel... the Real Thing"

(Bon Jovi)


Here's the real thing: (Lay Your Hands on me) :)



Isabel

3/10/2007

"Sometimes you can't make it on your own"

"Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -Sing, you're the reason I sing

Where are we now?
I've still got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

The best you can do is to fake it

Sometimes you can't make it on your own"

(U2)

Isabel

3/07/2007

Serendipity


"O tempo é o melhor autor: sempre encontra um final perfeito" (Charles Chaplin)






"The Distance"

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name
But I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me
'Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile

It's hard to remember
As long as you're away
When I find solace
There's only one way"

Isabel

3/06/2007

I'm Complicated... is there anybody out there just like me?



"Take a look around, this is what I see
Is there anybody else that feels like me?

You sweat, you sweat
You bleed, you bleed
What you get aint what you see
Up is down and black is white to me

I'm complicated
I get frustrated
Right or wrong
Love or hate it

I'm complicated
You can't sedate it
I heard that song, but i won't play it

I'm complicated, yeah,
I'm complicated

I'm smart enough to know what I don't know
I'm fool enough to stay when I should go

You work, you work
You cry, you cry
You watch your whole life pass you by

Sometimes you gotta close your eyes to see

Is there anybody out there?
Just like everybody out there?
Just one somebody out there? Just like me?
I'm complicated"

(BJ)

Isabel

3/01/2007

Am I pretty?



deito-me sobre a cama

flutuo pensamentos. não sei


fujo. procuro. reconsidero.

detesto a dúvida.


deixo-me permanecer.

grito ao silêncio palavras

ninguém responde... E tu, saberás responder-me?


Adormeço nesta ilusão.


Finjo que me conheço,

que me encontraste
que consegues ver-me no teu espelho.

cai uma lágrima desfocada ao longe.


Sou uma aguarela desbotada.
Isabel

"Am I ugly? When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too."

(Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind)